hopefully this is gone SOON.

i forgot if i mentioned this, i don't see it in the last post though- i spoke with the nurse who fills my anodyne machine and i told her that i got the medicine the doctors just prescribed for that std.. she said, "oh! i hear that's going around minneapolis!" number one- i don't know HOW she just heard about this.. i kinda doubt it's from anyone she normally hangs around or anything. number two- she told me to make sure that my partner knows about this, so he can get treated and we don't just pass it back and forth between each other and i WOULD if i could ACTUALLY get ahold of him. she's luckily gonna come fill my anodyne machine tomorrow with it.. so hopefully i'll get rid of this shit. i suppose it would make sense if he's screwing around with people, then he has me on the side, seeing as he IS living in minneapolis. i also remember finding the name of some girl and her phone number on a little piece of paper folded up in my couch a while ago after he slept on my couch the night before- i just assumed it was one of the ics workers' numbers that works in this apartment. now i'm wondering if he's screwing around.. he's not getting any if he doesn't prove to me that he got treated and i'm not even sure he'll talk to me again- seeing as everything i've tried to contact him on doesn't work since monday when he has knowledge that i want to try to get as much sleep as possible and he knocked on my window to get my attention so i'd let him in but i must've been bitching so loud about not wanting to get up because i was going to sabathani the next day- so when i finally went to the front door, no one was there, and i didn't wanna wake up so i'm not a tired bitch when i volunteer. although- i don't honestly see all the symptoms of the particular std i was told i had by the nurse earlier this week.. might be my good hygeine but i don't notice all of the symptoms honestly.